Part of the brain is under reconstruction. This means everything is going on one track and it’s very confusing. Is this how it is for you lot? Mid-thought something else comes up and the old one crumbles a bit and the logic that was there suddenly isn’t? And it’s very hard to return to the old line of thought because parts are now missing. I have a pretty shaky relationship with logic to begin with  so this is a bit distressing really. Why does this happen?! (I blame the heat, it kills my brain every year.)

Even today, already, there’s been lots of wasted thoughts that seem like they could have been something but are now ruined and stained by shitty brain behaviour.

The same thing is probably guilty of the code-switch increase. I’ve started out writing asks and mails just to realise towards the end that this person don’t understand Swedish or why English to a Swedish-speaking person. It’s awkward.