Things you probably don’t know about me. Part 11 of 16.

Soon done with these and that feels both good and bad.

I don’t believe in God. At all. I even got thrown out from Sunday school. But it’s not that simple, while I do agree with some of the things Richard Dawkins et all says, I feel a bit disgusted doing it. Most often they come across just as fanatically insane as the people they oppose, if not more. Sometimes a whole damn lot more. Which makes it hard to even say “I think they have a point” because the way they say it makes me throw up a bit in my mouth

The truth is at times I see this non-religiousness as a limitation. I can’t believe, I can’t have faith like that which means that my world is more boring and lacks some imagination. At least, that’s how I see it sometimes. This makes me interested, I even considered reading theology at the University. I want to know how it it works, what the theories are and how it binds people together like it does, it fascinates me to no end. There are even times when I really want to believe.

And when the atheist fanatics argue that people who have spiritual beliefs are stupid and such, I just want to beat them up because I get really angry. Fuck, some of the smartest people I know are believers. I have huge issues with this binary mentality about these things, it’s not that simple. You’re not a moron or a bad person because the beliefs are different.