Yesterday and today there’s been rain. Brief moments of pause but mostly there’s been rain. A drizzle right now, so it doesn’t hit the window quite the right way. This is unfortunate. I want to hear the rain and have it merge with music. To sit back and just enjoy. Let go of everything, merely be in existence. I like that. Warm chocolate milk, the sound of choice and no more.

I’m really good at being alone with other people too. Even better really, because nothing can make one feel so much alone as other people present. But that’s the worst kind so no, this should be the good kind.